Notes- I've written this the way Shannon would talk, so I hope you can understand the wording. It does contain underage sex.

I'm gonna tell you bout the man I love more'n anything in the world. Yeah, I know what you's spectin. But you's wrong. See, everbody thanks that me an' Jeff is soulmates or somethin', that he was my first love. Hell, he wadn't even my first lay! Jeff's my best friend in the world so that's probly why people think we's in love or whatever. But we ain't. I been in love since I was a kid. Oh, you wanna know wit who, huh? Okay, I guess I can tell ya.

See, Sugar an me, we been friends since I was 13. That's ten years, in case you's wonderin'. Most a the time, it don't seem that long. I can member everthing bout when I first met him. I can member everthing bout when I first kissed him. I can member everthing bout the first time I saw him nekkid. That's one a those thangs that just sticks in ya head and ya never get rid of it.

I was 16. He was 21. I know it sounds bad, but hey, we're from tha South, home a inbreeding and 14 year old mamas. No 'fense or nothin', just the way it is. I was runnin' the video camera for OMEGA. Case ya don't know bout OMEGA, that was the wrestlin' federation that Matt and Sugar made up, so that us little guys would have a place to work, since none a the other indies would take us.

So they made their own fed and me and Jeff and Matt and Sugar and a buncha other guys could work. Course we didn't get paid for shit, but that's the way it is when ya first start out. We was havin' a show, and I was 'posed to be tapin' it, but the battery died on the video camera. Matt tole me to go down the road to Wal-Mart and buy a new one, so I had a go find Shane and get the keys from him.

I went into the locker room and there he was, gettin' ready for his match, buck ass nekkid. Now 'fore that, I'd seen guys nekkid a million times, and it ain't ever bothered me one way or the other. But that night there was somethin' bout the way he was standin' there, all hot and sweaty, cuz there weren't no air conditioner in the locker room, tryin' to pull up his strap so that he could put on his tights.

I don't member how long I stood there starin' at him, but I know that I was, cuz he finally turned round and asked me what I was doin'. I tole him bout the camera and he threw me the keys and I hightailed it outta there like crazy. When I got in the van, I sat there for a few minutes, tryin' to catch my breath, and tryin' to make my dick go down. I wadn't havin' much luck with either, so I just went and got the battery and came back.

Sugar's match that night was pretty harsh. He fucked up his knee and Jeff had a help him back to the locker room afterward. Matt tole me to get a ice pack for it, so I ran outta there with a towel and came back with a shitload a ice in it, and put it on Sugar's leg. Matt and Jeff still had a wrestle, so I was goin' back out to tape the match, when one a the other guys said he would do it, cuz Sugar needed help gettin' changed and all.

I sat on the floor and watched him layin' there on the bench, coverin' his eyes cuz he was cryin' and didn't want nobody to know. I tole him it didn't matter, weren't nobody else there to see it, so go ahead and cry. I even went and got him a big ol' wad a toilet paper to blow his nose fore the other guys came back. He said thanks and tole me that I was a good guy for helpin' him like that, since he knew I wanted to watch Jeff's match. I tole him it weren't no big deal.

He started talkin' bout Jeff, and I guess he was tryin' to get me to tell him if I liked him or not, cuz we all knew that Jeff was into guys. Finally he just came out and asked me if me and Jeff had ever slept together. I kinda laughed at him, and tole him no. He said he was askin' cuz Matt was worried that me and Jeff was messin' around and it would screw things up if we was. He said that was good, and we didn't talk about it no more.

The matches were over and all the guys came back in the locker room. I had a help Sugar out a his tights and into his shorts. I was tryin' to be cool and all, specially when I had a help him take off his strap. I mean, there I was on the floor with his dick right in my face. He was lookin' at me kinda funny and I couldn't say nothin', cuz I couldn't swallow since my mouth was all dry.

Matt had to drive us home and he wanted Jeff to ride in the front with him, so I was in the back with Sugar. He was layin' down in the floor cuz there weren't no seats back there, and his head was in my lap. He fell asleep cuz Matt gave him somethin' for the pain, and I sat there watchin' him. I wanted to touch him, just run my fingers over his face or his hair, but I didn't.

Sugar was movin' round and he turned over. His face was three inches from my dick and I was gettin' kinda nervous, cuz the damn thing was gettin' hard. How the hell was I gonna splain that if he woke up face to face with my dick? Right when I was thinkin' that, his eyes opened and I know my face must a been 'bout ten shades a red. I'll be damned if he didn't lean closer to me and I swear to god he kissed the damn thing!

Ok, I gotta be dreamin'. Ain't no way in hell Sugar just put his lips on my dick, right? Calm down, Shan. Take a deep breath. And I did. But it came flyin' right back out a second later when he put his hand on my bulge and started rubbin' it! So now I'm sittin' back here with Sugar playin' with my dick, with Matt and Jeff not three feet away, and I'm happier than I been in my whole life.

He's layin' there with his eyes closed, so I ain't sure if he knows what he's doin' or not. 'Sides, he's on drugs cuz Matt gave him a pain pill, so maybe that's it. I was still tryin' to figure out what was goin' on when Matt said somethin' to Shane. I was bout to tell him that Sug was asleep when he rolled over and sat up. I was goin' nuts now. He wadn't sleepin', so that couldn't a been the reason he was doin' what he did.

Shane tole Matt to drive to their house first since it was on the way and that I could take him home then bring the van back in the morning. Then he winked at me and laid back down with his head in my lap again. Fore long, we got to Matt & Jeff's house and they got all their stuff out the back of the van. Matt helped Shane up into the seat and asked me if I was sure I could get Shane into his apartment without any help. Shane tole him to leave me alone, cuz I wadn't a little kid.

I'm drivin' down the road and I'm lookin' at Shane out the corner of my eye, tryin' to figure out what happened earlier and why it made me feel so good. He wadn't sayin nothin' though, just sittin' there with his head back and his eyes closed and all I could think 'bout was kissin' him. Damn, where the hell did that thought come from? I mean, okay, so I kissed a guy once. But it was Jeff so it didn't count. And I ain't ever thought 'bout Shane like that before, so why now?

When we got to his apartment, I got out and grabbed his bag from the back and went round and opened his door for him. I helped him outta the van and he was leanin' on me. I know it had a be uncomfortable for him, cuz I was a good 8 inches shorter'n him, but I got him to his door with no problem. I had a reach into his pocket to get his keys cuz they was in the side that his knee was screwed up and he couldn't stand up long enough to get 'em out.

So here I am with my hand in his pocket digging round for his keys and I'll be damned if he ain't got this big goofy grin on his face. It was kinda hard for me to get his keys cuz he was hard and my fingers kept touchin' it, and I started to 'pologize but he was just grinnin'. That's it, I just decided he had a be high or something. I mean, I was a goddamn kid. Why the hell would he be thinkin' that kinda shit 'bout me?

I grabbed his keys and opened the door and got him in the house. He asked me to help him into the bedroom so I did. I was tryin' to turn him 'round so he could sit on the bed and he just kinda fell over, pullin' me with him. I landed on his knee and I was waitin' for him to say somethin', tell me to move or whatever, but he didn't. He jus kinda grabbed me and pulled me on top a him.

He kissed me. I mean, tongue and all, and he was grabbin' my ass, holdin' me real close to him, and I could feel his dick pokin' against mine and it felt so damn good, I didn't wanna stop. I started thinkin' bout what it would feel like to suck him, or for him to suck me. I did before too, with Jeff, but we was just playin' round when we did it. We had snuck some beer outta this cooler in Matt's room and got drunk out by the pond and fooled around for a while. We never talked 'bout it, so I figured it didn't count.

Now I'm layin' here in Shane's bed on top a him, and he's kissin' me still and squeezin' my ass and it felt so good that I didn't even think 'bout nothin' when I put my hand down on his bulge and started rubbin' on it. He started moanin' and tellin' me that I felt good and I was thinkin', well yeah, it damn sure does! Then he pushed me off a him, and I thought, great, that was it. But he was leanin' on his arm lookin' at me and smilin'.

Then he asked me if I was a virgin. I kinda laughed at him a little, then said no. I tole him I'd been with a couple girls, and he smiled and said that weren't what he meant. Then I 'membered him askin' me 'bout me and Jeff earlier and I said I tole ya, me and Jeff ain't messin' round. I tole him 'bout the time at the pond, but that was it. He kept smilin' at me and tole me that he really liked me but he didn't wanna do nothin' that would hurt me.

He kissed me again and I was suckin' on his tongue and he seemed to like that, so I asked him if he wanted me to suck his dick. He started moanin' again, and I figured that was a good sign, so I reached down and grabbed it again, rubbin' it a little harder through his shorts. He got up and took his clothes off. I was so excited I didn't even think 'bout his knee hurtin' or nothin, I just took my clothes off too and laid back down on the bed with him.

So there I was, buck nekkid with Sugar, on his bed, and he was touchin' me everwhere. He was playin' with my dick, jerkin' me off and man, did it feel good. Better'n when I did it, anyway, and I did it a lot. He kept on kissin' me and he would stop ever once in a while and lick my neck and ears and shit, and I was squirmin' round on his bed. He looked at me, smiled, then moved down and startin' lickin' my chest. When he started suckin' on my nipples, I thought I was gonna cum right then and there.

Then he started lickin' my belly and it was makin' me laugh cuz I'm real ticklish. I was 'bout to tell him to stop when he licked the head of my dick and I yelled cuz it felt so good. I 'member grabbin' his hair and tryin' to get him to suck me faster, but he wouldn't. He was just takin' his time, lickin' on me and then suckin' real soft. Then he'd suck harder. Wadn't very long before I knew I was 'bout to shoot, and I tole him that, cuz I didn't know if he wanted to swallow it or not.

But he just kept on goin', suckin' on the end and strokin' on the rest of it. I ain't ever had nobody suck me off before, but I knew he was gonna do it. He kept movin' faster, his hand movin' up and down and suckin' on the tip. He was doin' this thing with his tongue and it felt so damn good, and I felt his fingers rubbin' on my ass. He didn't put 'em inside me or nothin', just kinda pressin' against the hole. All of a sudden, I felt it, and I started screamin', and cryin' and I shot into his mouth.

I'm layin' there and I swear my whole body is shakin' like a leaf and Shane crawled up next to me and kissed me. All I could think about was kissin' him till I couldn't breath no more, just layin' there and kissin' him and him kissin' me. I didn't care 'bout nothin' else until he moved and I felt his dick pressin' against my side and my whole outlook changed.

Bein' the good Southern boy that I was, my mama always tole me that if somebody does somethin' nice for ya, you should return the favor. So for the second time that night, I got face to face with Shane's dick and started lovin' him the same way he just loved me. Don't ask me how I knew what I was doin', guess it just came natural or somethin', cuz 'fore long Shane was movin' his hips and grabbin' my hair. I had to open my mouth real wide, cuz he was lots bigger than Jeff but I liked it.

I 'member him tellin' me how good it felt, and that I had a sweet lil mouth. That made me laugh, and he moaned real loud. He tole me to do that again, so I laughed again. Then he kinda sat up and started tellin' me other stuff to do. He was like, "use your hand," "lick it," "hum a song." Hell, I did everythin' he asked and just kept suckin' hard and fast.

He was talkin' to me the whole time, tellin' me that I was the best. I don't know how long I was suckin' him, but he grabbed my hair and pulled my head back. When I asked him why he did that, he said he was about to shoot and didn't know if I was ready for that. I smiled at him and just latched my mouth back onto his dick again, movin' even faster than before, and he screamed out my name and his whole body tensed up before he started fillin' my mouth up.

I swallowed it all 'fore I went up and kissed him. It was kinda weird, cuz I had a mouth full a him and I could still taste myself in his mouth and I started gettin' hard again. He said somethin' bout bein' that young again, then he got all serious on me. I asked him what was wrong and he started apologizin', sayin' we shouldn't a done that, cuz I was so young.

I tole him I wadn't that young, that I knew what I was doin', and if he was ashamed of it, then I'd just leave and we didn't have to do it ever again. I sat up cuz I was gonna get dressed and go home but he grabbed me and pulled me back down next to him. He was holdin' on to me real tight and kissin' me on the cheek. I didn't even realize I had been cryin' till then, cuz he tole me he was sorry he made me sad.

We laid there and talked about everything. I mean, I knew deep down inside that it wadn't right. He was grown, and I was just a kid, but it didn't matter no more. He tole me that he had been watchin' me for a long time and ever time he saw me, he just couldn't help thinkin' bout me. It wadn't just a sex thing either. He tole me that he loved me. Nobody ever tole me that before, 'cept for my family, ya know? And here I was, layin' in Shane's bed, him holdin' on to me like I was gonna float away or somethin', and he was tellin' me he loved me.

I know what you're wonderin' now so I'll tell ya. Yeah, we're still together, sorta. It ain't been easy, cuz I was so young and he was just gettin' started with his career and all. We both went out with other people over the years, but we always end up together again somehow. He's always took care a me, no matter where we was or who we was with. Guess that's what love does to ya. We didn't do nothin' else that night. It was a long time 'fore we ever did. Mostly we just hung out and kissed and stuff. Lemme tell ya, you spend a year with someone, just playin' with each other and suckin' each other off, and by the time ya get to the good stuff, it totally rocked. But, that's another story, now ain't it?