"Jeff baby I knew you were gonna find out sooner or later. But just please take me back. I was drunk, and I still love you." Shannon pleaded with tears in his eyes. He needed him, he wanted him. The older man laughed he always knew Shannon was a bullshitter-a very good one too. "No, we're done. It's over, no more." Jeff said giving his lover a piercing stare.
"Please don't leave me, I need you, I said I'm sorry! I'll do anything!" The small blonde sobbed, his beautiful green eyes were now a dark shade of grey. "Shannon, remember before I took you in? 'Member when you were fourteen and you're mom was on drugs and when she made you whore yourself, who was always there for you? Who always gave you the money so you wouldn't get hurt? I was there for you! Me! Not Matt, not anyone else, just me! And this is how you repay me? Sleeping with my older brother? You really are a slut and should still be on the streets." Jeff said bitterly. The younger man wailed, what Jeff had said was true and that's what hurt 'em even more.
"I'm sorry! You can do anything to me I promise!" Shannon managed to say in a whisper, and then he broke down crying again. Sure his sobs were heart wrenching but it still didn't affect Jeff. "I don't want you back. You were the only person I knew that I actually ripped out their hair, literally!" Jeff laughed he thank Jesus that no one noticed Shannon was missing a handful of hair. "Baby, please rethink this. I need you just as much as you need me." The small blonde begged he pulled his hair into a sloppy ponytail. "ARE YOU HIGH OR JUST INCREDIBLY STUPID? I DON'T NEED YOU! I NEVER NEEDED YOU! "Jeff hollered, his face becoming a dark red. Shannon thought of everything he could. He just had to face facts that his relationship was over.
"Can we at least be friends?" He timidly asked. The small blonde felt disillusioned, his life was completely down the drain. "Nope, I don't want anything to do with you. Obviously this friendship meant nothing to you. So fuck you too!" Jeff exclaimed. He left the young blonde sitting there in total silence. He felt nothing. He was completely numb. Shannon sniffed and got up, he left Jeff's house in total silence without saying anything. He needed comfort; he needed his world to comeback to color. Besides... The color had rejected.
Later that night---
Jeff lay on his bed looking up at the ceiling. Shannon had called a whopping seventeen times to get him back, but Jeff was not willing to take that chance again. The smaller boy could not take no for an answer. So Jeff had to tell 'em how much he had hated him right now. He picked up his phone and dialed Shannon's number. After three ring Shannon finally picked it up.
"Hello?" His voice was shaky and it was also squeaky. The older blasted his CD player so that Shannon could hear it. He then began to play "FUCK IT. [I DON'T WANT YOU BACK] By Eamon.
"See I don't, know why, I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now that's all down the drain
You put me through pain, I wanna let u know that I feel
Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw 'em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back
Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
You bird bitch, I heard the story
You played me, you even gave him head
Now you asking for me back
You just another hag, look elsewhere
'Cause you're done with me
Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw 'em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back
Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw 'em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
You questioned, did I care
you could ask anyone, I even said
you were my great one
Now its, over, but I truly mean I'm sad
It hurt real bad, I can't sweat that, 'cause I loved the hoe
Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
As soon as the song was done Jeff hung up. Yes still he felt no guilt, maybe he really was heartless. But hey even if he was... AT LEAST HE WAS HAPPY!!
[END]
