Even though the fact that Jensen was so fucked out he was barely conscious was endearing and hot in an about even mix, Jared had no intention of sleeping on the couch and waking up glued to Jensen, fused together by sweat and come. Somehow he managed to coax Jensen up into a sitting position and from there it was relatively easy to half pull, half carry him into the shower.

Jensen just stood there with his forehead against Jared's shoulder, letting Jared do all the work, which was quite all right. Especially since Jensen didn't even protest when Jared hoisted him up and carried him to the bedroom after the shower, putting him down next to the bed. Jensen stayed in the spot, swaying slightly, until Jared had gotten the covers out of the way, at which point he fell onto the bed with his feet sticking out, fast asleep.

Jared chuckled, lying down next to him and manhandling Jensen into a comfortable snuggle position. Jensen woke up just long enough to curl a little closer, before falling back to sleep, drooling on Jared's shoulder. It was a testament to how much Jared liked Jensen that he didn't even mind.

"I really like you," he told Jensen's sleeping form, curling a hand around the back of his neck. "I think I might even love you a little."

Jensen's only answer was a soft snore and Jared grinned to himself. "Yeah," he said, closing his eyes and pulling the covers up to his waist. "Yeah… I love you."

When he woke up the next morning, sunlight was pouring in through the half open blinds, painting the bed in stripes of gold. Jensen was still fast asleep, morning erection digging into Jared's hip. It felt nice, normal, like he always shared his bed with gorgeous guys who had morning woods, and Jared thought he could get used to this.

He gently rolled Jensen over to his back, thinking it would wake him, but Jensen just murmured something unintelligible, still fast asleep. Jared pressed a kiss to his shoulder before getting up for a morning piss. Jensen was still sleeping when he got back, the sheets tenting over his erection, and Jared really couldn't resist the temptation. He'd never sucked another guy's dick before, but it couldn't exactly be rocket science, could it?

He crawled onto the bed and pulled the sheet down to reveal Jensen's dick, which was curling towards his stomach, blood heavy and gorgeous. Jared never really thought about dicks that way before, but yeah, Jensen had a gorgeous cock. It was thick and pretty long, bigger than average, even though he wasn't Jared sized. Jensen's balls were nice and tight, just the way Jared apparently liked it. This whole gay thing was a bit new to him, but yeah, he liked everything that Jensen had.

He settled into a comfortable position between Jensen's legs, with his own cock digging into the mattress, and bent forward, pressing his nose into Jensen's dark pubes. He smelled like musk, a little bit like come, and a whole lot like Jensen, which was a way better smell than it had any right to be.

He curled his hand around the base and glanced up to find that Jensen was still sleeping, peacefully, his mouth slightly parted. Licking his lips, he jacked Jensen a few times, enjoying the silky soft feeling of Jensen's skin sliding against his palm and the already hard cock swelling in his hand. He shifted a bit closer and slid his lips over the head, earning himself a sleepy groan from Jensen.

He glanced up, but Jensen's eyes were still closed, so he focused back on the task at hand. He tongued the crown in attempt to get used to the feel of someone else's cock in his mouth, his lips already quivering slightly with the strain of covering his teeth. Closing his eyes, he slid his lips down to see how much of Jensen he could get into his mouth, which really wasn't much. He figured this whole blow job business needed some practice, because Jensen had been able to take much more of his cock and he was huge.

Jensen groaned and Jared glanced up to find Jensen watching him, eyes half-lidded and dark with pleasure. A hand came up to tangle in his hair and Jared moaned around Jensen's cock, making Jensen's hips twitch. Closing his eyes again, Jared renewed his efforts, sucking on the down-stroke and sliding his tongue around the head on the upstroke while trying to remember to breathe.

It was messy and certainly not perfect, but Jensen was groaning his appreciation, hips twitching with every careful move of Jared's. Jared was sucking desperate breaths through his nose, forgetting all about finesse as he simply hollowed his cheeks and bobbed his head, Jensen's fingers tightening in his hair. His jaw was aching and his lips shaking from the strain, but he wanted to make Jensen come apart, crappy technique or not.

If the noises Jensen was making were anything to go by, he was already coming apart at the seams, bitter precome welling up from the slit and flooding Jared's mouth. He tried to swallow while sucking, which was a lot harder than it seemed and he had to let Jensen's cock slip from his mouth with a wet pop.

Jensen's fingers tightened painfully in his hair, but Jensen made no move to push him back down. Jared glanced up to find Jensen watching him with glossy eyes and spots of high color on his cheeks. He kept his eyes locked on Jensen while licking the head of his cock, collecting precome from the slit and rubbing his tongue against the underside.

"Jared," Jensen groaned brokenly, his hips twitching. "Please."

Jared sucked in a deep breath before sliding his lips down Jensen's cock again, struggling to get as much in as possible until his mouth met his fist.

"Yeah… God, yeah…" Jensen moaned, his fingers opening and clenching in Jared's hair. "Just like that… mmmm…"

Jensen's very vocal appreciation of his dubious talents made Jared bolder and he relaxed a little, his mouth sliding easier up and down the hard shaft. Jensen wouldn't mind if Jared pricked him with his teeth or if he gagged. He brought his other hand up to cup Jensen's balls, just holding the sensitive sac in his hand while he kept sucking, unable to focus on too many things at the same time.

"Yeah," Jensen groaned. "God… Jared… I'm gonna…"

That was all the warning Jared got before Jensen's come flooded his mouth, hitting the back of his throat. Surprise made him gag and he pulled off Jensen's cock, coughing and sputtering come all over Jensen's groin and bed.

"Sorry," Jensen panted. "God… Jared, I'm so sorry."

Jared looked up, licking Jensen's come from his lips and finding that the taste agreed with him when it wasn't forced down his throat. Desperation and shame was shining out of Jensen's eyes and he was tugging desperately at Jared's hair. Jared obliged him, crawling up Jensen's body and giving him a long wet kiss, silencing Jensen's constant stream of apologies. Choking on come wasn't going to turn Jared off blowjobs; he just needed some more practice with the whole swallowing thing - that was all.

Jensen sucked almost desperately on Jared's tongue, winding arms and legs around him in a way that made Jared's erection slide in behind his balls, riding the cleft of his ass.

"Yeah," Jensen murmured. "Fuck me."

Now Jared got that Jensen was feeling guilty and he really, really wanted to slide into that tight heat, but there was no way in hell he was going to fuck Jensen dry.

"Lube," Jared murmured. "Got any…"

Jensen reached out with one hand, groping around the nightstand until he managed to find a tube of the slick stuff, thrusting it at Jared. Jared took it and sat back on his haunches, looking down at Jensen lying spread out below him with his feet on either side of Jared's knees.

"Hurry," Jensen said, pulling his knees up towards his stomach and exposing himself, but Jared was sure his urgency had nothing to do with him and all to do with Jared. Like he thought that Jared was just gonna up and leave if he didn't get to fuck him in the next two minutes.

Jared pursed his lips and looked down on the tube in his hands. "I don't know…" he said, forcing himself to look uninterested. "This whole lube and prep thing seems like a lot of work, you know."

"It's okay," Jensen said immediately. "Just pour some on yourself. It will be fine."

Jensen was an idiot if he didn't think Jared could see the fear in his eyes or the nervous twitch of his legs. He didn't want Jared to fuck him dry anymore than Jared wanted to do it, so why was the idiot offering?

"Jen," he said softly, shaking his head and Jensen was up on his knees in a second, wrapping his arms around Jared's neck and rubbing against him like a lovesick kitten. One of Jensen's hands wrapped around his cock and Jensen smiled a cute little smile that didn't reach his eyes.

"Come on, big boy. I know you want it," Jensen murmured, but his words lacked conviction.

Jared removed Jensen's hand from his cock and sat down, keeping Jensen on his lap. Jensen blinked and swallowed thickly, biting his lower lip.

"Look, Jay," he began. "I'm sorry about earlier. It was just your mouth, man… I should have…"

"Shut up," Jared murmured, silencing Jensen with a slow, deep kiss, smiling into it when Jensen's cock showed its appreciation by stiffening against his stomach. "I want you," Jared said when they broke apart. "All of you. I want to suck you and fuck you and finger you 'til you come. I wanna tie you up and torture you until you scream my name in desperation and then I wanna fuck you so hard and fast you can't walk straight for a week."

"Yeah," Jensen whimpered, pressing himself closer. "Yeah."

"But…" Jared forced Jensen to look at him with a hand under your chin. "I don't ever want to hurt you or do something to you that you don't really want. Do you understand that? You can't be so wrapped up in pleasing me that you agree to everything I want, because I'm not going to leave if you say no."

Jensen swallowed, his eyes skittering away.

"Look at me, Jen. Look me in the eyes and tell me you really want me to fuck you dry."

Jensen pressed his eyes closed, eyelashes fluttering against his cheeks.

"Jensen," Jared murmured. "Look at me, man."

Jensen opened his eyes, shame burning on his cheeks. "I don't want you to fuck me dry," he whispered.

"I kinda figured, you idiot," Jared answered, sliding his hands down to cup Jensen's ass. "You see…" He picked up the lube and poured some on his fingers before sliding them down the cleft of Jensen's ass. "This hole here…" He rubbed his fingers in a maddening circle around Jensen's opening. "It aint exactly Padalecki-sized."

Jensen shuddered, trying to press down on Jared's fingers.

"And however much I want to be in there," Jared murmured with his lips against Jensen's ear, sliding one of his long fingers into Jensen's pliant body. "I don't ever want to hurt you."

Jensen moaned, wrapping his legs around Jared's waist. Jared smiled against his skin, sliding another finger in beside the first, fucking Jensen slowly with two fingers until he was panting wetly against Jared's shoulder.

"You see," he whispered, adding more lube and sliding a third finger in, twisting them slowly in and out of Jensen's body. "I want to wake up with you every morning and go to bed with you every night, and if I hurt you…" He pushed his fingers in roughly until they were buried knuckle-deep in Jensen's body. "I don't think you'll want me like that."

Jensen whimpered against his shoulder, tightening his arms around Jared's neck.

"I like opening you up like this," Jared confessed, spreading his fingers slightly to open Jensen up wider. "Can you feel how hard I am for you? How fucking much I want you?"

He tipped them over so that Jensen was on his back with Jared pressed up tight against him, rock hard cock sliding against Jensen's hip while he kept fucking him slow and deep with his fingers. Jensen moaned brokenly, legs tightening convulsively around Jared's back.

"I could do this for hours," Jared panted. "You feel so amazing… Hot and tight and perfect."

Jensen's renewed erection was sliding against his stomach with every thrust of his hips, leaving a hot trail of precome on his abs.

"You're kinda silent, Jen," he whispered against his skin. "Letting me do all the talking. Don't you want this, too?"

"Yes… God, yes," Jensen panted. "I want you… only you… wanted this for so long… however… yeah… however long you want me…"

Jared smiled, licking his way over Jensen's face until he found his open mouth, dipping his tongue inside, groaning when Jensen's tongue came up to meet his. He added a fourth finger to the three already sliding in and out of Jensen body, and Jensen arched up from the bed with a desperate groan.

"Jared… please…" he begged. "I… oh fuck… I need you now… please fuck me… ready… so fucking ready… want… oh… want you."

Jared pulled his fingers free of Jensen's body and slicked his aching cock up with ridiculous amounts of lube. He didn't want Jensen to experience the slightest tinge of discomfort.

"Yesssss," Jensen hissed when Jared slowly pushed into him. "God… Yes… Jaared."

Jared braced himself on his elbows, looking down on Jensen as he pushed all the way inside of him with a long, slow thrust. There was nothing but bliss on Jensen's face, not even the slightest twitch of anything else and Jared grinned, bending down to kiss Jensen's panting mouth. He braced his knees against the mattress and curled his hands under Jensen's arms to grip his shoulders, pulling him into every shallow thrust of his hips.

Jensen was moaning with every thrust, his head lolling from side to side as Jared drove into him with carefully controlled need. He wanted Jensen to come apart underneath him, wanted to drive him crazy with pleasure, and by the look of things he was succeeding. He bit his lip, forcing himself to focus on Jensen's pleasure as his hips stuttered into Jensen's pliant body.

Jensen felt so fucking good around his cock, hot and tight, squeezing him like a vice and he had to blink away the sweat running from his brow. He groaned deep in his throat when Jensen moved his hands to pinch his own nipples, body rippling as he spread himself wider for Jared.

Jared bent down, tonguing Jensen's nipples and the fingers pinching them, until Jensen's fingers fell away, leaving the tight buds to Jared's tongue. Jared kissed and lickedthem until Jensen was whimpering with pleasure, his hips lifting off the bed with every thrust of Jared's. Jared straightened up, gripping Jensen's hips to pull him up into his thrusts, earning himself a keening wail from Jensen's swollen lips.

Jensen was chanting Jared's name with every thrust, his face flushed pink and his heels pressing into Jared's ass. Jensen's hands kept wandering over his body, touching his nipples, sliding through the sweat on his belly until he reached down to cup his balls, pulling them up against his body.

His cock was flushed deep red, leaking a steady stream of precome that dripped onto his stomach, but he didn't touch himself, keeping one hand cupped around his balls while the other went back to pinch his nipples.

Jared didn't think he'd ever been more beautiful then he was right then. Body spread out like a sacrifice, cock pulsing with need, desperate hands sliding everywhere but where he wanted them the most.

"Jen," he moaned. "God, Jen."

It was getting harder and harder to hold back his own orgasm, his cock twitching with every deep hard thrust, but he'd be damned if he didn't make Jensen come first. He changed the angle slightly, fucking Jensen harder and deeper until he was sure that Jensen could feel him in his throat.

Jensen looked completely blissed out, broken moans passing over his lips with every thrust, sweat making his body glisten.

"Come for me, Jen," he groaned. "Please… I wanna see you."

Jensen's eyes shot open, locking on Jared's, before his entire body convulsed, jet after jet of semen spurting out of his cock, painting his stomach and chest with white streaks. Jared kept thrusting into him until Jensen relaxed back against the bed, at which point he followed him down, pressing a myriad of kisses all over his sweaty face while his hips stuttered and he came hard, deep inside Jensen's pliant body. It was like white searing heat passed through his body, blackening his vision for a few moments before it finally relented and he slumped down on top of Jensen.

"Heavy," Jensen complained.

"And you love it," Jared answered, his face flattened against Jensen's shoulder.

"Yeah," Jensen answered softly. "I really kinda do."

Jared chuckled and rolled off him, pulling Jensen against his side instead. The phone suddenly rang and both of them jumped, looking around the room. Jensen groped around the nightstand for it and held it up to his face.

"Chris," he said, letting the hand with the phone drop to Jared's chest.

"Answer it," Jared murmured, trailing his fingers over Jensen's arm.

Jensen stiffened a little, but answered by pushing the button for speakerphone.

"How much do you love me right now?" Chris shouted, his voice sounding tinny and far away, but they could still hear Steve laughing in the background.

Jared grinned and Jensen relaxed against his side again. "Meddling motherfucker," Jensen croaked, his voice still hoarse from too much screaming.

Chris broke into gales of laughter. "Blow job voice," he exclaimed before breaking down again.

They could both hear Steve's thoughtful, Now that's an idea, in the background.

"Did you actually want something?" Jensen asked, hiding his face against Jared's shoulder.

"Ouch… what are you… mmmm… bye now."

Jared chuckled. "Is he always like this?"

"They are always like this," Jensen answered with a groan. "Also Chris has a nasty habit of answering his phone while he's having sex."

Jared lifted a hand to run through Jensen's hair. "Well, we can always pay him back at some point, but I'm afraid he'd like that."

Jensen laughed. "Yeah… we… We?"

"Didn't you get a single word of what I was telling you earlier? Let me make it simple for you… You and me forevah."

Jensen laughed again. "Say it again without the twelve-year-old girl connotations."

"You and me sitting up in a tree, kissing… Forever."

"Yeah," Jensen murmured. "Yeah, I like that."

Jared tightened his hold on Jensen, turning his head to press a kiss to Jensen's forehead. "We'll figure it out," he whispered. "It's not going to be easy, but we'll be good."

"Yeah," Jensen said. "We'll be good and have some fucking awesome sex along the way."

Jared laughed, and after a few moments Jensen joined in. They would be good, maybe better than good, and they'd have some really fucking awesome sex along the way. It was a deal.

The End

Read the sequel Grabby Hands by Jeyhawk