I Love You!

       I Hate You!

                            I Want You! I Need You!

    I Loathe You!!

I'd die without you.I want to kill you!

From the first second I laid my eyes on you I knew that you would be mine for all of eternity.It was in that moment which my misery began.

Every time we touch I know what heaven is!It feels like acid burning my flesh.

The taste of you as your seed flows down my throat is a nectar that surely even the Gods are not worthy of. It is this poison which has tainted my blood and brought upon my certain death.

Every day when I awake I thank God for bringing you into my life! Every night when I go to bed I curse the devil for the hell that he had brought upon me.

Hazel eyes bore into brown as a hand lifted to tenderly trace the lips of his love. "I Love You!" The hand dropped and another raised quickly crashing into the flesh covering a cheekbone. "I Hate You!"

Eyes filled with tears, but shoulders squared determined to see this task through. Another hand raised to cover the other's heart. "I want you. I need you!"

A snarl curled an upper lip as two noses were pressed together. One set of eyes filled with love and trust and one set filled with rage and hatred.

Before he had time for a second thought a hand raised holding an ornate dagger and buried it deep into the heart of his lover. "I Loathe You!"

Hazel eyes filled with shock then understanding as the strength was zapped from his body. Falling to his knees he looked up at his love's eyes with his own filled with every beautiful feeling he had for the other man. "It's ok, Sugar. I forgive you and still love you." His eyes clouded with death and the body collapsed onto the floor as the dagger slipped from his lover's hand to clang onto the tile beneath them.

Suddenly what was so clear moments ago was now cloudy and unclear. Feelings he swore that he didn't have surged to the surface to overwhelm his thoughts only to focus on the dead beauty at his feet. Falling to his knees he dropped to his lover's side and drew his dead body into his own. "Oh God, I lied!"

Gently the body was placed down onto the ground and tenderly arranged so that his fallen love was comfortable even in death. Somehow it was ironic that he could give this beauty in death what he was unable to in life. Once again the dagger was lifted. This time however it was his own chest he plunged it into.

With his life waning fast he regretted his actions and prayed that in the next life he could amend his misdeeds. With his last dying breath he placed his lips on his lover's kissing them tenderly then laid his head over his heart and closed his eyes to die. "I love you Jeffy."

The End