Chris sat watching his lover lying outside on the lawn. It was a beautiful day… the first one of the year. As long as they had been living together Jason had always spent the first nice day of the year laying out in the yard staring up at the sky, of course he always got a cold after, but he said that he liked the chance to plan his year. Of course Chris found the idea a little strange, but it was completely Jason.

Sometimes when Chris was watching his lover at work prancing around in the ring playing the ever cocky and smart mouthed Christian, he wondered how Jay managed to pull it off. Christian was so completely different than Jason. Jason was sweet and loving. Jason never seemed to tire of taking care of other people. Jason took great pleasure in the simpler things in life and wasn't too concerned if he had the flashy things or not. Sure he had nice things. He drove a nice car. He wore nice clothes. He bought fun electronic gadgets. But he also knew that his favorite outfit was a pair of jeans he'd had for years, a work out t-shirt, and nothin on his feet but his skin. His car might be nice, but it was a couple years old.

His favorite things in the world weren't the balance in his banking account or the fact that strangers knew his name. He loved watching the sun set because of the colors the sky turned. He loved watching children's faces light up and hearing giggles escape their lips. And for some reason that Chris had never understood he liked waking up before Chris and watching him as he slept. He told him often that the most important things in life were the simple ones. Chris wasn't sure what he had done to deserve this loving and wonderful man, but he was sure to thank God for it every day.

Smiling he ran up to his room and grabbed the lube from the night stand where he'd put it the night before after they'd finished fucking, then turning ran back down the stairs and to the patio door, where he slipped off his shoes and socks. Walking outside he shivered slightly wondering if it was really warm enough for this then decided that it really didn't matter and was suddenly glad that he'd convinced Jay to fence in the back yard. He was pretty sure that what was about to happen would offend the neighbors.

Slipping the tube of lube into his back pocket, Chris stopped next to Jason and knelt down next to him waiting for his lover's blue grey eyes to turn towards him. "Want company?" Chris asked softly and Jay smiled nodding quietly in response. Lying down on the ground Chris looked up at the clouds for a moment then rolled onto his side to look down at his lover. When Jay's eyes turned towards him again slightly confused Chris smiled lopsided and shrugged. "I wanted to look at you for once." When Jay blushed Chris chuckled softly and leaned down to place a chaste peck on his lover's lips before straightening again. "I love you," Chris said suddenly serious and when Jay opened his mouth to speak Chris placed his fingers over his lips shaking his head to signal he wasn't done.

"If tomorrow I lost everything I own, if all my money disappeared, if I got fired, if Fozzy broke up, if I had to live in my car… I would still be the luckiest man in the world because I know I would still have you. However if tomorrow something happened… if I still had my possessions, my money, my job, my band, our home, but I lost you forever… I wouldn't be able to go on, because everything that is really important to me would be gone. I don't know what exactly it was that I did in this life or the last that made me deserve you, but whatever it was I am damn glad I did it. I love you Jason Reso and I know that I don't deserve you, but I'm damn glad that someone gave me a break and gave you to me anyway." Chris leaned down and kissed his lover again, but this time when he pulled back he saw the tears in Jay's eyes and on his cheeks. "God Chris," Jay said sniffling and lifted a hand to touch his partner's golden locks pulling him back down to him.

This time the kiss was deeper filled with everything Jay couldn't find the words to say at that moment and soon speech was forgotten as their passions took over. As hands and lips touched and roamed, clothing was discarded littering the back yard in their haste to remove the barriers between them. When finally they were both naked, Chris paused looking down at Jay whose lips were red and swollen from their kisses and his eyes were only half open looking back at him expectantly. "Tell me what you want Jay," Chris whispered caressing his lover's cheek with a thumb. "Tell me what you want right now. Anything in the world at all it's yours, just say it." Jay smiled big looking up at his lover as a hand rose to move over Chris' chest. "I want you inside me, Chris." Chris looked at Jay then nodded slowly before moving to find the lube in his discarded pants pocket.

Coming back he knelt between Jay's legs and slicked his fingers with the sticky substance before slowly slipping one inside his partner watching him intently for any discomfort, but after all the years that they had been together there wasn't much preparation needed. Soon he was watching Jay writhe on the ground one hand clenching the grass with the other hand around his own cock as Chris stroked his lover's prostate. "Chris!" Jay ground out opening his eyes enough to glare at his partner before whimpering for more.

Finally it was Chris' own needs that forced him to move on and after coating his own cock well with more of the lube lifted his lover's legs over his shoulders placing the tip of his cock at his opening then as he leaned down to claim Jay's lips once more slipped inside and began to move letting nature and their experience with each other take over. Chris tried to keep his eyes open so that he could watch Jay, but eventually it became impossible and he had to rely on images stored in his mind of his beautiful partner. When he felt the end coming Chris forced his eyes open only to see Jay watching him and would later swear that it was the look in his eyes that made him come shooting his seed all over Jay who soon followed suit when he came hitting his own thighs and Chris' chest.

Eventually as Chris caught his breath while gazing down at his lover he remembered to pull out then fell down onto the grass lying on his back once more staring up at the clouds again. Eventually Jay rolled over himself resting his head on Chris' shoulder as one of his hands moved idly over his partner's stomach. "You realize that this year we are both gonna be sick," Jay pointed out and Chris sighed then smiling shrugged wrapping his arms around his lover. "It's ok. I'd rather be sick with you than healthy without you anyway." Happy Jay closed his eyes thinking that his plans for the year were staring off nicely.

The End