I am Matt Hardy...the real Matt Hardy...the true Matt Hardy.

Not Matt Hardy "version 1". Not Matt Hardy, older one of the Hardy Boyz. Not the character, the puppet the world has made me.

Not the guy that goes to every signing, that poses for every photo, that interacts with every fan.

Makes me sick to the pit of my stomach to be that Matt Hardy.



I am Matt Hardy...the dark cloud...the tortured soul.

I was born September 23rd 1974, but went into hiding August 31st 1977. Hiding my true self.

I have watched him, the enigma himself; get everything handed to him on a silver platter.

I am the one that wants this life; Jeff seems intent on destroying his.

And everytime he fucks up, I am there to pick up the pieces whilst he reaps the rewards.



Everyone thinks we are tight. Jeff thinks we are solid

They are wrong... Jeff is wrong

Jeff thinks I love him...He is wrong

From the day he was born...he was wrong.

From the first time I rescued him from the school bullies...he was wrong

From the first time our bodies were together in passion, and Jeff felt he truly belonged to me, he was wrong.

And when I whispered that I loved him...I was lying.



I have played the dutiful brother for long enough, it is time I let people know the real Matt Hardy...