Jeff let out a heavy sigh, his mind racing with what his dad had just told him. He cracked the seal on the bottle of vodka he had taken for the liquor cabinet and after another deep breath, he downed half the contents.

He coughed and spluttered, tears streamed down his face.

It was his 16th birthday today, and his dad had just dropped the biggest bombshell. Most kids his age get a new car or money for their birthdays. Jeff had wanted a new dirt bike; he had been bugging his dad for months. His old one was dying a slow and painful death, he NEEDED a new one.

He had even dragged his dad into town, to show him the bike he wanted.

ut did he get it? No.

He looked blankly at the certificate, THIS was his birthday present!

He looked over the words, the names, the names of his biological parents. Taking a huge mouthful of vodka, he let out an anguished sob.

He was adopted!

He wasn't sure how he felt! He didn't think he was angry, in fact, no he WASN'T angry. He had been brought up in a loving home, with wonderful parents, who he worshipped.

They loved him as if he was their own, and he loved them right back.

And Matty....

The thought of Matty was enough to make him drain the vodka from the bottle. He LOVED Matty...maybe more than he should, as his brother

Jeff had noticed when he was younger, that the only person he EVER wanted to be around was Matt. It always unnerved Jeff a little, but he couldn't help himself.

As they grew up, and he got older, his feelings toward Matt grew too. He had fallen in love with him, and there had been nothing he could do to stop himself.

So now he here was, 16 years old and in love with a guy that was more beautiful than he could ever describe, who until today, was his brother!

He threw the empty bottle down the hill, the vodka made his head swim; he could've sworn he heard someone shouting him.

Where was that light coming from??

Matt knew where Jeff would go, where he always went, he went to "look out point", so when it was found that Jeff had disappeared, Matt had jumped in his car and driven there. He parked his car right at the top, and with his headlights on full beam, he could see Jeff swaying about.

"Jeff...Jeff, is that you?" Matt called

"Go away!" Jeff yelled, "Go away, let me be"

Matt took a deep breath before he started down the hill, hoping to god he wouldn't loose his footing, he HATED this hill!

"C'mon Jeff" Matt said, as he tried unsuccessfully to stop him moving about

"I said go AWAY!!" Jeff yelled

Yet again Matt tried to grab him, but Jeff threw a punch. There was nothing in it, barely touched Matt, but it was enough to knock Jeff off balance enough for Matt to catch him.

"I'm taking you home, little one" Matt sighed

All Jeff could do was let out a defeated sob as Matt loaded him into the backseat of his car....

Pops let out a relieved sigh as Matt came through the door, half carrying Jeff.

"S'ok pops, I'm gonna take him upstairs, let him sleep it off" Matt said, breathlessly

Pops nodded and Matt manoeuvred Jeff upstairs, to the bedroom.

"Jeff, help me out here, will ya??" Matt sighed, as he tried to line Jeff up so that he could let him fall back on his bed, "Jeez, you can be a pain in the ass sometimes!"

s Matt let him go, Jeff grabbed him by the shirt and they fell onto the bed, Matt on top of Jeff.

"Jeff, quit it!" Matt said, struggling to get up

"I love you Matty..." Jeff cried

"I know you do, Jeff" Matt sighed (he hated drunk Jeff, too emotional), "I love you too, you know that"

Jeff looked deep into Matt's erotically dark eyes; he reached up to move a wisp of hair from Matt's face.

"Jeff...what are you doing?" Matt frowned as he felt Jeff lacing his fingers into his hair

"I really do love you, Matt" Jeff whispered, before pulling his head down and kissing him, softly

For a split second, Matt seemed to respond to the kiss, but then he tried to push himself away

"What the fuck......!" Matt exclaimed

"I am SO in love with you, Matty..." Jeff cried, "Tell me you love me..."

"I do love you, Jeff...just NOT like that," Matt stated firmly, "How the hell could I ...you are my bro...."

Matt stopped short, he starred down at Jeff, his heart thumping, pounding hard in his chest.

"You are my brother..." Matt whispered, his own tears suddenly running down his face, "You are drunk...get some sleep, hey little one"

He moved to get up of the bed, Jeff quickly cupped his groin, Matt let out an involuntary gasp.

"I have made you hard, Matty" Jeff whispered, "Maybe I am not as drunk as you think..."

"Fuck off Jeff" Matt said, clambering off the bed.

Jeff let out a loud sob, Matt hurriedly got undressed and dived under the duvet on his own bed, pulling it up over his head

"Matt...." Jeff cried, "Matty PLEASE....."

"Go to sleep, Jeff" Matt mumbled, "Its ok..."

Matt let his hand creep down his body, damn his cock WAS hard! He was just about to deal with it, when Jeff climbed in bed behind him.

"Jeff..." Matt whimpered as he felt Jeff reach round and wrap his fingers around his cock, "Oh...fu...ck"

"I told you I loved you, Matty" Jeff whispered into his neck, "And I would say you loved me too..."

Matt willed his body NOT to react, but there was just no way!

"Jeff..." Matt whispered, "Dear god...we CAN'T do this...."

"Why??" Jeff gasped as he moved as close up to Matt as was humanly possible, he moved the hair from his neck and lay his lips too his nape, "Tell me you don't want me too..."

Suddenly, all of Matt's emotions, feelings he had repressed for years flooded his mind! And the tell tale groan that came from him was all that Jeff needed to hear.

att struggled to turn over, to look Jeff in the eye...to see him for the first time...as his lover

He wanted to say so much, but he couldn't find the words, and Jeff's expectant gaze was too much to stand! Wrapping his fingers into his newly dyed blue hair, he kissed him, more passionately that he had ever kissed anyone before. Unbeknown to anyone, all the people Matt had kissed in the past, to him, they were Jeff.

He had never admitted it, and had resigned himself to the fact that Jeff was his brother, and the feelings he was having were probably hormonal. He was also prepared to go to his grave, knowing that the ONE person he wanted more than anything else in the world...was out of bounds.

Yet here he was, in Jeff's embrace, in HIS bed.

"Jeff what are we doing...?" Matt asked as Jeff started kissing over his collar bone, then his chest, "We can't do this..."

Matt lifted a hand; he was shaking as he lightly touched Jeff's face. Jeff whimpered, his eyes heavy lidded as he savoured Matt's touch.

"I'm scared..." Matt whispered

"...So am I..." Jeff nodded, "But I know that I have never wanted anything or anyone...the way I want you"

He took hold of Matt's hand and ran it down his body, both of them groaning as Jeff moulded Matt's hand to his swollen crotch

"And this is just too damn good to waste" Jeff whispered, as he involuntarily thrust at Matt's hand.

Matt slipped his fingers into the waistband of Jeff's shorts, and slid them from his hips. Jeff momentarily moved the duvet so he could kick his shorts away.

"What happens if pops comes in?" Matt whispered as his heart threatened to pound right out of his chest.

"Pops NEVER comes in here..." Jeff assured, as he nuzzled at his neck

"But he MIGHT!" Matt stated.

He quickly got of bed, and moved the chair, jamming it under the door knob, before diving back under the covers.

"Damn it is cold tonight" Matt shuddered

"Well, maybe I can do something about that..." Jeff whispered as he pushed himself down the bed, under the duvet.

Suddenly, it appeared rational thought hit Matt's brain, and he stopped Jeff from doing what, well lets face it, they BOTH wanted him to do.

"Jeff, we CAN'T do this..." Matt sighed as he brought Jeff back up the bed, "It's illegal...."

"No it isn't" Jeff whispered breathlessly, "You heard what Pops said; we ain't brothers, not by blood..."

"Jeff...you are JUST 16..." Matt stated, moving Jeff's hair back, "I could go to jail!"

"Who will know??" Jeff asked as he kissed a trail over Matt's collarbone

"WE WILL!!" Matt exclaimed, Bringing Jeff's face to his.

He stared deep into Jeff eyes, which he had never noticed before; they were the most beautifully subtle shade of green.

"Well...I won't tell if you won't..." Jeff said, before plunging his tongue into Matt's mouth.

The bed creaked loudly as they moved, their lips devouring eachother as they moved so that Matt was on top.

"Well, it IS your birthday..." Matt smiled, "So it is only right I give you your gift first, right?"

Jeff chuckled, then whimpered as yet again he was treated to a deep, loving kiss.

Fingers skimmed down the side of his body, reaching his hip where they hovered, like

Matt was waiting for Jeff's approval.

Jeff could only buck his hips up off the bed, a silent cue to Matt, who took his direction and wrapped his fingers round Jeff's rapidly growing shaft.

With his free hand cupping his balls, Matt took Jeff into his mouth, hesitating slightly before sucking him steadily.

Jeff gasped an almost silent gasp as Matt moved his mouth up and down his sensitive cock. He reached down for Matt's hair, which was damp with sweat. He gripped it tightly as he urged Matt to suck him faster, thrusting his hips wildly.

Not wanting to ruin their night by coming too early, Jeff, a little reluctantly, brought Matt from under the duvet and kissed him passionately.

"I wanna come with you IN me..." Jeff had whispered.

It was singularly the most intensely erotic thing anyone had ever said to Matt, he couldn't hide how aroused it had made him!

"Oh shit..." Matt suddenly gasped, "We need lube"

Neither one of them had thought of that!

"Are we really gonna need it?" Jeff frowned as he nuzzled at Matt's throat, nipping his skin between his teeth.

"Jeff, it WILL hurt without it..." Matt said a she climbed out of bed and hurriedly pulled on a pair of sweatpants, he looked back at Jeff, in his bed "And I don't wanna hurt you..."

"Baby oil...!" Jeff stated, rummaging through Matt's bedside drawer, "Will that work..?"

"I dunno" Matt said, "I will nip to the drug store in town, I won't be long"

"Matty..." Jeff sighed

Matt looked at him, he had never looked as stunning as he did at that precise moment, laid in his bed, naked and fully aroused.

"Don't go..." Jeff pouted, holding his hands out too him

"I guess we can give the baby oil a whirl..." Matt chuckled as he quickly stripped and dived back into bed.

After another Passionate bout of kissing, Matt grabbed the baby oil, and while Jeff got comfy, he got himself ready.

"Remember, be quiet..." Matt whispered, as he grabbed at Jeff's hips with his oily hands.

Slowly, and completely taking his lead from Jeff's body, Matt sank himself deep into him, groaning breathlessly as Jeff's heat enveloped him

Jeff couldn't have made a sound, even if he wanted too, he was in so much exquisite pleasure he was fighting to breath, and stay conscious!

He HAD thought it might be a bit uncomfortable at first, but he was WAY wrong! It was perfect!

Matt struggled to keep any kind of grip on Jeff's skin, so he stopped his movement momentarily, and wiped his oil slick hands oh his bedding.

Now, he managed a semi decent hold, and started a soothing rhythm, Jeff gasping softly.

"We're gonna have to move..."Matt whispered, "...My hands keep slipping"

Jeff couldn't help but chuckle, as Matt carefully pulled out of him. Seconds later,

Matt was flat on his back; Jeff was astride him, and impaling himself on Matt's hard cock

He let his head roll back as he rode him, his hair brushing the base of his back, tickling. This time, it was Matt who struggled to keep quiet, as Jeff lifted himself up and down, riding him perfectly.

Matt ran his fingers up Jeff's chest, then scraped his nails down over his toned abs, making Jeff's whole body arch.

With his hands once again firmly on Jeff's hips, Matt whimpered as he thrust up into him, he could feel Jeff's body begin to tense.

Flinging himself forward, Jeff kissed Matt heavily, growling as he allowed Matt's tongue into his mouth.

Breath hitched as they both worked to get eachother to their orgasms.

"Come for me..." Jeff panted into Matt's ear, "Come with me..."

Matt felt like screaming as Jeff's words rattled in his head, but he couldn't, every muscle in his body had gone rigid.

Jeff collapsed on top of him, breathing wildly as his body convulsed, sending shivers of pleasure all the way through Matt.

Matt let his shaky fingers run through Jeff's sweat soaked hair, Jeff whimpered as he slowly started to come down.

"Happy Birthday, Little one" Matt whispered, kissing Jeff lightly on the forehead.

"We need to shower..." Jeff whispered, as he carefully got off Matt, "Then, can I sleep with you..."

Matt nodded and the two went to get showered, before settling down, in Matt's bed, arms wrapped tightly around eachother.... TOGETHER